From:          Johnathon I. <j_illman@-----.com>
To:             <EYEandTHOU@-----.CDB>
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Title:          Hello?


well, this is just a test. had a dream with this email address, and everything about it was crazy?? I guess say HEY if youre out there...

--John--


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From:          *(BREACH)* <EYEandTHOU@-----.CDB>
To:             Johnathon I. <j_illman@-----.com>
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Title:          RE: Hello?


You should respond to this. Hesiod was right; he was right all along.

Even if his belief in such divinities were strong convictions, man is doomed. He knew this. Preceding generations need to fall further, and bring great tragedy upon themselves. Maybe even by nature, as tragedy is tragedy, none the less. If you were to take it a step further, even a 'natural' disaster may be brought forth because of mankind's actions. A vice is one thing, but for many to be shared among brothers, to where brothers become strangers, and monsters among each other – that is the abyss before the light.

If you have received this, I am deeply sorry. You may not receive more, even if you are to reply. Only you may answer your questions, the information relayed to you will be sent when seen fit by the fates. If one fate seems efficient, the idea of another judge may be ignored --

YOU ARE AMONG THE DEEP.

01-1011,
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From:          Johnathon I. <j_illman@-----.com>
To:             *(BREACH)* <EYEandTHOU@-----.CDB>
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Title:          RE: Hello?


uh...well, I was surprised I got anything back. I checked up on “Hesiod”, but I dont get it. So he was a greek poet or something? I dont know what you are trying to say. Havent we always been in trouble? In one way or another? Things have always been lopsided a bit, accidents happen and people lose it some times. I guess. I dont know. What exactly are you saying?

Oh wait, are you one of those auto-email things? If you send me a random email about my credit card number, im reporting you to one of those black-list-email sites. You will be marked man, but you wouldnt care if you were a robot I guess?

--John--


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From:          *(BREACH)* <EYEandTHOU@-----.CDB>
To:             Johnathon I. <j_illman@-----.com>
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Title:          RE: Hello?


...she stared through you. Even when you had kept yourself awake, in an attempt to fathom the worst possible reaction, you didn't think of that. You didn't think of her having lack of reaction, maybe shock, but you wouldn't have found it to be as dreadful as it was. Her eyes seemed lost in your figure, as if she became accustom to you as something easily recognized by sight – by memory – before.

Before you worked up such misguided tension, she could see you walk into the room...and she would smile. Her mind was within that comfort, within a kind recognition of your person. After asking, you became an outline. You were not filled in as you once were, and so her eyes looked through you at your shadow amongst the blank walls.

Nobody else would ask your question, unless they were perhaps of primitive fundamentals. If their God somehow had to do with it, or odd actions flying forward from un-kept emotion. Now she speaks to nobody. It was her choice, you tell yourself, but the tears of madness will never let you be.

If you have received this, I am deeply sorry. You may not receive more, even if you are to reply. Only you may answer your questions, the information relayed to you will be sent when seen fit by the fates. If one fate seems efficient, the idea of another judge may be ignored --

YOU ARE AMONG THE DEEP.

01-1011-111021,
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From:          Johnathon I. <j_illman@-----.com>
To:             *(BREACH)* <EYEandTHOU@-----.CDB>
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Title:          RE: Hello?


Who the fuck is this

if you have any point or reason, tell me. WHO ARE YOU? OR WHAT ARE YOU? JUST TELL ME

Stacy was only a kid, and I was in a bad place. I hadnt slept for like three days, and my mind was somewhere it shouldnt ever be. It was like four years ago! I didnt mean to say it, or do it. Things werent right, they arent right

I can answer myself on that, I dont have to be reminded by your shit. I dont feel guilty when I am off in that spin of a sleep fault. Sleep faults. Spots on a calendar. How do you know these things? You fucked up those spots, the fucking spots. Now im stuck in the fault, I should have just flagged this, now im stuck reading. Did you choose me or something?

--John--


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From:          *(BREACH)* <EYEandTHOU@-----.CDB>
To:             Johnathon I. <j_illman@-----.com>
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Title:          RE: Hello?


Your perceptual cognition doesn't exactly match up to par with reality, nor does it with the reasoning of a common man. Haven't you been told? There are reasons for everything. It all has reason. You can get out of it, because it is not as if you have done this to yourself. Gaea has restricted herself, but mankind continues its push.

It has pushed you, John. A little too far. Look in the mirror, and ask the sleepless face whether it can keep track of drifting words. Are the words escaping the mouth after the lips have finished? The delay of hearing is showing your transition in overcoming time. You can do it, they ARE wrong. Why else has your father destroyed your watch? He is the wrong one. He is the wrong one.

If you have received this, I am deeply sorry. You may not receive more, even if you are to reply. Only you may answer your questions, the information relayed to you will be sent when seen fit by the fates. If one fate seems efficient, the idea of another judge may be ignored --

YOU ARE AMONG THE DEEP.

01-1011-111021-31101211,
*(BREACH)*


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From:          Johnathon I. <j_illman@-----.com>
To:             *(BREACH)* <EYEandTHOU@-----.CDB>
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Title:          RE: Hello?


You were right. How do you know these things? My reflection was messed up, it didnt even seem as me, it even seemed to speak when all I did was think. But they all have pushed me, it cant be fate or destiny or god or the gods or the stars and heavens. No, it was the this and that of these people that can walk and talk, and trash what was good! They just throw it away! I see what you mean, everyone around me is down, they have fallen from what makes a person good. I am stuck 'among the deep' with this muck, with this shit on my shoes. Time is getting fucked, I dont know how this works. I dont know what to do. What can I do. Only I can answer?

--John--


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From:          *(BREACH)* <EYEandTHOU@-----.CDB>
To:             Johnathon I. <j_illman@-----.com>
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Title:          RE: Hello?


Are you not of the cascade? YOU ARE A CASCADER, AND YOU ARE AWARE OF THIS. Time and the levels of this plane are yours. You can manipulate them.

You know this.

The mind is separate from the body, it is not physical. Letters and images do not travel around inside your physical skull, keeping themselves busy until a memory is stimulated. Let it breach. Afterall, the murmurs from the otherside can manifest here.

YOU KNOW THIS

Do NOT hold it back, John. The mind does not need to stay apart from this reality, as you can allow it to breach into this. Let it slip through, and show the world you are above it. You are not a mind to conform and sit at the bottom of the fish bowl, that is what they think you are. They have underestimated you, John. You know this. Now show them all.

If you have received this, I am deeply sorry. You may not receive more, even if you are to reply. Only I may answer your questions, the information relayed to you will be sent when seen fit by me. I am the judge --

THEY ARE AMONG THE DEEP.

01-1011-111021-31101211-132110111221,
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From:          Johnathon I. <j_illman@-----.com>
To:             *(BREACH)* <EYEandTHOU@-----.CDB>
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Title:          RE: Hello?


You are right. You are the voice out there in that drop that static. Floating along there in my eyes in my mind in my ears. My arm is yours my knife is yours. I will show them all they dont get it yet they always tell me I cant get anything like I am some stupid useless man. They will know. I passed time and now I pass them. I rise above the bottom and above the wave, I find air where they wont breath

--John--

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From:          Johnathon I. <j_illman@-----.com>
To:             <MAILER-DAEMON@-----.com>
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Title:          RE: failure notice


I cant find your emails where are they I keep getting problem. It said it cant send it. It said not send. Why arent you replying back I did it he wont talk anymore, and not like stacy. This was MY CHOICE. I DID IT. IT ISNT UP TO HIM OR THOSE PEOPLE IT IS ME NOW I LISTENED I ANSWERED MY QUESTIONS DIDNT I

WHY WONT YOU TALK TO ME I DID WHAT I SAID I DID WHAT YOU SAID I DID IT DONT YOU KNOW
TIME IS GONE BUT I AM HERE I AM IN THE LIGHT THEY ARE STUCK I KNOW IT NOW

--John--